Vol. II / No. 21 Recovery Roofer Ottawa · June 2026
Filed from the field · Ottawa & Ontario

From inside it.

Honest writing on addiction, recovery, and the systems built around them. Written by a working roofer, three years clean, in Ottawa.

Ottawa · Ontario · Est. 2024
New · Essay · Pharma & Recovery

The Maintenance Contract

Retatrutide works. Methadone works. Both come with a contract most people don't read until they try to leave. What the GLP-1 hype is missing from someone who's already lived inside a miracle drug.

Filed May 2026 · 6 min read · Ottawa
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It only needs to work once. You can fail two thousand times — none of it counts against you. The one attempt that holds is the one that builds a life.
— Josh Pearsall, Ottawa
Why a trades perspective

The system looks different from a roof.

Most people writing about addiction policy have never actually had to live inside the system they're writing about. They come from healthcare, academia, government, or advocacy. That's not a criticism. It's just a different perspective.

I come at it from a roof.

I'm a roofer in Ottawa. I've spent years dealing with addiction, treatment, methadone, jail, parole, housing, and trying to build a life afterward.

Detox. Treatment. Federal time. Parole. Re-entry. I know these systems because I've had to use them.

So when I write about policy, I'm not writing about theories. I'm writing about what those policies look like when they meet real people and real life.

That's really all Recovery Roofer is: one person's attempt to connect what's written on paper with what actually happens on the ground.

Josh Pearsall working on a roof in Ottawa, with a nail gun.
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